It’s one of the holes hardest to dig out of in a world that never forgets or forgives, especially since it’s almost impossible to prove that you’re NOT doing something without becoming sus all over again as Doth Protesteth Too Much. Does anyone else struggle w this/have tips?

"I started two cults while emotionally, sexually, physically, and financially abusing multiple victims, and now people get suspicious when I try to worm my way back into the same types of social circles over and over again, no matter how hard I insist that Things Will Be Different This Time or how many already-stigmatized mental illnesses I hide behind, but I haven't tried ADHD yet. Does anyone else struggle w this/have tips?"