Yep. It's right there in the speech - "the idea that I would hurt him is unthinkable". Dude - you just THOUGHT it. I've never in my life held a sleeping baby and had to consciously tell myself I wasn't going to hurt it.

Also, you take a baby on a climb up a cliff, you are endangering him so much you might as well be hurting him. I'm really glad this was all likely false, because they honestly could have killed a kid.