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anonniemouse ([personal profile] anonniemouse) wrote in [community profile] tf_talk2015-04-09 12:58 pm

continued Thatfucker discussion

Since we've been kicked off FFA for the week, please feel free to continue the anon discussion here. Apologies if this is a big flop - I've never made a DW community before!

The rules are vaguely the same as they are over on FFA. Please refrain from being too much of an asshole, making personal attacks, posting identifying information or engaging in transfail.

ETA: If there's information you'd like to see archived (journal/blog posts related to Andy, etc.), please dump it here and link to it from the main post for discussing.

Re: Andy explains why he's too special to live a normal life

(Anonymous) 2015-04-13 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Funny that "Andy Blake" (the magical alter version) didn't have any memories of his life as Amy when "she" emailed Carlanime and begged her not to tell "Andy" about Amy's (his crazy sister!) life.

Actually, I find it notable that Andy is still willing to "be" Amy Player at all. Goes to show you he'll do just about anything in the name of spinning and lying.

Re: Andy explains why he's too special to live a normal life

(Anonymous) 2015-04-13 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
If this sounds confusing to anyone else, it's not just you.

http://tf-talk.dreamwidth.org/600.html?thread=34392#cmt34392

And here is this man, this GOOD man, making good things out of the rubble of my life and he has a circle of friends who love him, whom he loves, and who depend on him. So I gave him my life. Sydney Carton: It is a far far better thing and all that.

I had learned during the 2003-2007 span that I could plant triggers - nothing complicated - like post-hypnotic suggestions that would cause me to be yanked back. Very similar to the "If I say chicken fricassee, you’ll wake up,” stuff of movies. He’s aware of the wank and it doesn’t really bother him because hey, it’s all about his sister and he’s got a thick skin, good sense of humor, strong sense of perspective, and a lot of self-esteem. But if it gets really serious about my past vs what he knows as his, it triggers chicken fricassee, I deal with it, and he just has a blank space. And he’s resourceful and has good friends and works around them. As far as he knows, he just has occasional blackouts, possibly from the multiple concussions (which my body DOES carry).

He has no idea of all this, really. And I don’t want him to. He’s the man you’re friends with, but I’m the one trying to shield him from the mess I made before he came along. It’s why I never respond publicly to the wank, why I never say anything about it anywhere other than email boxes where I can delete the correspondence as it’s read and he never has to know. Please, take him as he is. Take me for whatever you want to. Hate me, throw me to the wolves, whatever, but please know that I’m not going to see him destroyed by this. If you do choose the wolves, I’ll find a way to make it look like someone else sent the email. I’ll spin whatever I have to spin, and he’ll believe it, because hey, he KNOWS his own past and life, and he has no reason to doubt them. He’s a good, good person, whether he’s a manifestation, spirit, ghost, alter, other, dissociation, or whatever else. It doesn’t matter. I’ve decided to let him live. Please do the same.

I’ll be waiting for your reply and then this whole thing is getting deleted from the email. I’ve tried to be comprehensive, but it’s a lot, and like I said, I don’t carry on about it in public.

Regards
Legally, Andrew Blake, but not Thanfiction


This should make it more than clear (if it wasn't abundantly clear already) that Andy's claims of lost time and blackouts are bullshit. You can't "chicken fricassee" yourself of a schizoid delusion like some magic show hypnotist.

Re: Andy explains why he's too special to live a normal life

(Anonymous) 2015-04-13 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
You can't "chicken fricassee" yourself of a schizoid delusion like some magic show hypnotist.

May I just say that this is one of the most lovely turn of phrases I have read in a long time. I want to take it and nurture it and raise it right.

Bravo nonny Bravo

Re: Andy explains why he's too special to live a normal life

(Anonymous) 2015-04-13 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
+1